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Rustyscreech

Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
United States
Enjoy yourselves here.
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They call me Rusty,
And I can talk for hours about cartoons and history and music.
If you're a fan of spastic yelling about interests then just note me or leave a comment and talk.


~Keep on flying!~
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So like New Years is my favorite holiday so I'm just gonna type out all my thoughts and feelings about the year in one journal without much editing so here we go.
IDK how many of you guys know but this year was the first year I've ever had this hopeless of a crush on someone and honestly that's at the forefront of my mind always and I hate it so
GOAL #1 FOR THE NEW YEAR IS GET OVER HIM
Honestly it's been, what, almost six months? Like that's seriously not okay??? Help??!?
No but it's driven me pretty close to what could be called insanity
Plus I got to spend new years with him 
And now my sweatshirt smells like incense because he's got a weird obsession
But it reminds me of him
And now I need help
Lots of help
Help
Met him at band camp because he's only a freshman, and started crushing on him pretty soon after, but at the time I was in a sort of weird quasi-relationship with another guy because I was waiting until my parents would be chill enough for me to date but like I don't think I ever truly liked him back? Anyway so that kinda drove me to tears literally like every night until once school started up and I ended the relationship because I couldn't take the stress anymore so yeah that happened.
I got my first kiss from one of my girl friends too about the same time so that was awesome
Anyway eventually I started dating this other guy because you know I needed to not hate myself (god this sounds awful) but like that barely lasted because we didn't pay attention to each other at all.
And literally like the entire time I still liked the other guy sO.
Yeah I found out he didn't like me back and it was super rough for a while but I mean
Ehh
I also spent some time super jealous of this other girl that he hangs out with a lot (THAT HE ACTUALLY ALMOST GOT WITH ABOUT A MONTH AFTER I GOT OVER THE JEALOUSY BUT THEN SHE LIKE TOTALLY BROKE HIS HEART AND I HAD TO HELP HIM LIKE NOT WALLOW IN SADNESS AND THAT'S WHEN I GOT CLOSER TO HIM SO) but ehh
oooooOOOOo Story Times
So our football team is really bad but we like scraped a spot into the playoffs, but since we were so far behind we had to travel like five hours away for the game. Which meant the band had to take a small group there too.
I went and so did my crush right
We agreed to sit next to each other for the bus ride cuz like I don't have friends and neither does he so
Yeah
Come to find out we've got ASSIGNED SEATING all based on GENDER because you know HETERONORMATIVITY
Anyway I was kinda pissed about that but I still got to sit in like the general vicinity of my friends (most of whom are guys btw) so I guess it was okay.
Come game time and for some reason my crush is being like super friendly like way more than usual but you know I'm not complaining right? Better for me anyway. Yeah so it was a cold night and I go up to him and said "Hey my hands are cold you should hold them" AND HE ACTUALLY DID FOR A BIT but then he was like "Dang they really are cold" so he gave me his beanie to warm my hands.
His beanie also smelled faintly of incense.
Yeah that same night he also took one of my dog tags with my name on it (he still has it) and bought me hot chocolate like??? Do you get what you're doing to me?????!!??
BUT THAT'S NOT THE BEST PART OF THE STORY
Yeah so my bus buddy agreed to switch spots with him once our assistant band director turned off the bus lights for the ride back and she did so I got to sit and literally like hardcore cuddle with the guy that I liked for like four months at that point for five solid hours. FIVE SOLID HOURS OF SNUGGLING.
Best part is, our director like got up every so often to check on people to see if they're following the rules so every time he got up we would instantly break apart and play it cool right cuz we're not STUPID.
Our director literally broke up and fussed at like TWO COUPLES WHO DID THE SAME THING AS ME AND MY CRUSH and NEVER NOTICED US. And all those couples were very near us and it was just
It was hilarious to be frank

Idk I'm just kinda eehhhhh at last year because I know I've made mistakes, I know I'm awful, but like I know a lot of wonderful things happened too?? LIke???? But I'm so focused on trying to forget the past and it's really hard
Like I feel like I've ruined a lot of relationships without trying and I hate it
Like
RUINED
Like we could have been close, or trusting, but no I have to always fixate then pour my heart out because I'm way too sentimental and can't handle emotion even though everything I've talked about is just so trivial
I really just want to be happy with ME but that's not happening

2016 GOAL #2
Be happy with myself

Ugh
This was supposed to be good and now I feel bad
Just ignore this I know no one read it
God I'm  awful
  • Listening to: Silence

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zzz-s Featured By Owner May 6, 2016
Do you have a toyhou.se? I have a commission I got from you a while ago that I wanted to add there, if it's alright.
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Diamond-Master Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2016  Student General Artist
Tag a quality deviant, You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you 
have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re
nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this 
message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, 
and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 
deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will
happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them.
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BlondeBrony Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Rustyyyyy
Help I got sucked into Hetalia x3
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Rustyscreech Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
THERE'S NO HELP FOR YOU
YOU'RE STUCK IN THIS HELL AND THERE'S NO COMING OUT AND THAT'S NOT EVEN AN EXAGGERATION
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BlondeBrony Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
I WATCHED ALL OF SEASONS 1&2 IN TWO DAYS HOW DID THIS HAPPEN SO QUICKLY
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Rustyscreech Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I WATCHED FIVE IN A WEEK
IT'S BEEN WELL OVER A YEAR AND I STILL HAVEN'T CRAWLED OUT OF THE HELL HOLE
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Kensational Featured By Owner Edited Mar 28, 2016  Student General Artist
eyyyyyyy do you like skeletons? do you like skeleton OCs? do you like aliens? well if YES then come with me into neon space lich land.
idk if you like species.
idk if you even care.
but i thought i'd invite you anyway.
because.
my liches need more friends.
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also you don't appear to answer on skype so. i hope you're okay. i just thought i'd use the group as an excuse to message you on your profile. sob
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Rustyscreech Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2016  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aaaah I'm so bad about answering on Skype /)>~<(\ I just never open it on my computer and my phone only occasionally notifies me
;-; I am so so so sorry bby I still love you I swear
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Kensational Featured By Owner Mar 28, 2016  Student General Artist
*hugssssss
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sarartistt Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday, Rusty! :D Many happy returns of the day~ Super Fantastic Golden Platter Cake 3D 
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